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Sunday, July 5th, 2020     Dear love, I believe that you never understood what happened between us. And this is so sad. You were so full of yourself, thinking that I was obsessed with you just like you were years ago with the love of your life. But at the end I was grieving. People come and go in our lives. Some of them can stay longer than others, but in general they just go. But sometimes, in rare moments, we just bump into someone different, someone that makes us grow and evolve as a person. And then we understand that we found a treasure, one of these few souls that will connect with us in an eternal friendship. When we find these souls, we need to cherish them. It is not about having a friend for a couple of beers, it is not about a romantic relationship that can hurts us quickly. It is about trust, the most powerful feeling that we can share with another human being. It is about finding someone among all the people in the world, that will always cheer for you! I tru...

I can't remember the last time it worked. This is me, this is how it goes, some deep emotional hits me and the text appears, out of nowhere. But for a long time I was repressing it, I guess. And now, it comes in English... You gotta be kidding me... What happened today? A lot of shit. Today I felt violated, and when I tried to expose it, I was diminished. Today I felt the angry take over my soul and that I needed to scream out loud until I could put every bad feelings out from me. I could smell it, I could taste it in the tip of my tongue. It wasn't hidden anymore, it was beside me, guiding me to the well known path of the darkness. And I held it between my teeth, like a fucking tired old wise warrior, swallowing whatever thought that could be dispersing me. F or hours I sipped that sour taste and slowly broke every inch of anger in facts . Then I realized that all I needed was to hold on to something that could made me feel safe.  However, there is nothing here th...